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Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Fall and Rise !!!!!!!!
Yesterday was a day which made me reminded of my struggling period and made me feel that the i have to be again 21 years old. It's an irony but yet again a truth which took me 24 hrs to sink in the fact that i do not have the same energy and spirit to fight with all the issues i am facing. I was remembering my those days when i was ready to take on the fight with anything wrong happened or any failure of my life. I knew i will achieve whatever i have dreamt even i though i have to face so many hurdles. Memories of that struggles has already ignited that same spirit and feeling that i am still 21. Strange but i am loving it as this will help me in following my leftover dreams to make them come true. I was fresh and new to the world of all kinds of people and experiences. I had not heard any kind of problems or experiences which i can say is common to many of us in the life so i could fight with them as i thought this is new to me and i can deal with it. But now i am going through the issues which is seen so common that i wonder how to fight with it and end it. There are many of my friends and known people are facing this but just ignoring saying that there are no solution for some issue just ignore them. But i am facing these issue for many years, wondering is ignoring and walking forward is the solution? You may hit with them again further on your road so how long can we keep ignoring these and keep getting irritated and pondering why is it that i have to come into this state again? Think and find the solution. As today's fight and end to this problem will help you in making the most successfull person. I am a more vocal person which i have seen people misunderstands and tag the label of aggressive person along with me. For many years i just didnot take it seriously and thought ignore it as these people cannot understand and it is a waste of time to make such people understand. I couldnot materialise many of my dream because of them as i thought it is the lobby which is not making me a pass through. Today standing on the terrace of 7 floor building from where i can see the whole of the city i am wondering is the place where i am is the right place and moving forward or not? Sat there from morning till evening and got the answer no i am not in the right direction and have blamed my failures for some years on things which i couldnot convince or make them understand. I took the backfoot saying to myself that it is a waste of time. No it is not a waste of time as they have taken you wrongly and it is required that you need to make yourself rightly projected. It is important to make them understand that you are vocal and not aggressive in nature. I should fight with them in their own manner and rise up as a galdiator. This is a world of competition and one have to fight till the last breath to achieve all their dreams. Sitting on the terrace i saw the sunrise when the sun comes up brightens the city with it's light and we call it a dawn. It rises to it's peak and then again in the evening fall down to take away it's light. But the cycle goes on. So you fall to rise again. Well if you accept all our fall and blame others then for sure we will never rise again in our life. All my energies had died to fight but now i feel again 21 to fight again and make my dreams come true. I know i have fallen but now i know i will rise up high............!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 20, 2010
SAFE INSIDE YOU
I am breathing inside you, I am eating inside you.
I am sleeping inside you, I am happy inside you.
I know you are scared about me, I know you are wondering about me.
Will you always be with me, Will you always protect me.
Life will be bad, Life will be good.
I know you are wondering, how can this be understood.
I am born, safely holded in your hand.
Loud in my cries, You are feeling this occassion is so grand.
How to celebrate for me, what to do for me.
Filled with joy, filled with shiver, you are so touched looking at me.
I am growing, walking by holding your hand.
I am playing in the mud, I am playing with sand.
You taught me everything, You bought me everything.
I am nothing without you, Life has meaning only with you.
I know you are dying, I know i will be left alone without you.
But "MOM" all i want to say, I was safe inside you.
I am sleeping inside you, I am happy inside you.
I know you are scared about me, I know you are wondering about me.
Will you always be with me, Will you always protect me.
Life will be bad, Life will be good.
I know you are wondering, how can this be understood.
I am born, safely holded in your hand.
Loud in my cries, You are feeling this occassion is so grand.
How to celebrate for me, what to do for me.
Filled with joy, filled with shiver, you are so touched looking at me.
I am growing, walking by holding your hand.
I am playing in the mud, I am playing with sand.
You taught me everything, You bought me everything.
I am nothing without you, Life has meaning only with you.
I know you are dying, I know i will be left alone without you.
But "MOM" all i want to say, I was safe inside you.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
One Step Forward
criss crossed , never ending border line.
my house on the left ,yours on the right.
I look into your eyes, you look into mine.
thinking together, confused together.
no words, no letters, its only silence here.
thoughts flowing, emotions running,
drops falling here, drops falling there
tears falling on the cheeks, weeping and watching all this
I look up in the sky, You look at me,
Loud and clear i said, he is like me.
Stop this killings, stop this volience,
why you want us to bear this non-sense.
we want to live for each other, we want to love each other,
we are not to kill each other, we are not to fear for each other.
one arm on my shoulder, one arm wiping my tears.
I looked at him, I listened to him.
We will live for eachother, We will love eachother.
You bring forward one step, I will bring forward one step,
As you know we are here to make this world for better.
my house on the left ,yours on the right.
I look into your eyes, you look into mine.
thinking together, confused together.
no words, no letters, its only silence here.
thoughts flowing, emotions running,
drops falling here, drops falling there
tears falling on the cheeks, weeping and watching all this
I look up in the sky, You look at me,
Loud and clear i said, he is like me.
Stop this killings, stop this volience,
why you want us to bear this non-sense.
we want to live for each other, we want to love each other,
we are not to kill each other, we are not to fear for each other.
one arm on my shoulder, one arm wiping my tears.
I looked at him, I listened to him.
We will live for eachother, We will love eachother.
You bring forward one step, I will bring forward one step,
As you know we are here to make this world for better.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Looking back ,Walking forward !!!
I have just returned after spending time with the people staying in the so called "BASTI". The talks share with them made me to think on this quote "NO LOOKING BACK ONLY WALK FORWARD", made me reframe on this phrase. Many of you might agree and disagree too but probably the experience of mine with them and many people, myself in my life realise that yes it is true that if you look back and then walk forward you will climb you ladder much faster and there will be spirit which will keep you focused in marching forward and forward to reach your destiny.
All of us in our life has some bad experiences or tragedies.And only the one who has the positive will-power and attitude overcome these and walk forward.You definitely take a step forward to forget these things and keep only positive energies around you to move only in positive direction.But i strongly feel that if you totally forget your past experiences then you definitely might not be able to realise where you should be in your life. So only i say looking back and then walking forward.
I met this girl "priya" who had lost her parents in the Gujarat riot and came to Bombay knowing nothing.She found a shelter in one home who took care of her.Today she turned 16 year old she loves everyone in that home and does not want to leave this place but then she has that memories of riots which she faced.She says to me that i will never forget it and don't want to forget it as this keeps me realised that my new home is so beautiful and the people are the ones to whom i have to return all the happiness and love in life by doing something for them. At the same time she says that she wants to be activist who will make the people who are part of riots to understand that don't ignite these things as there are innocent people like me who bares all the consequences.This statement of her really touched me so much that it made me go emotional.I know reading this or listening these things from a small kid like her makes you feel that it is ok these are emotions and when she will grew up she will forget all this. I say only the future will prove who is right. I just want to put stress on looking back and walking forward.
Look at the people who are fighting for the Bhopal gas tragedy case. They are the ones who are the victims of it and if they wanted they would have forgotten this and moved forward in their life. This would have brought halt to this case and no justice. They are fighting and moving ahead in this case as they are looking back and feel that pain which they went through that day when they met with tragedy.
If we all look into our life then we will find so many cases like this and probably can relate to it much better. It is also true that when you forget your past you at times lose all your directions and feel that i will accept the way things are going on, this surely means that you are running away from everything. All you guys keep the spirit of fight and you will make it what you want even though the whole world is against you.
So keep looking back and walk forward. All the best !!!!!!!!!!!
All of us in our life has some bad experiences or tragedies.And only the one who has the positive will-power and attitude overcome these and walk forward.You definitely take a step forward to forget these things and keep only positive energies around you to move only in positive direction.But i strongly feel that if you totally forget your past experiences then you definitely might not be able to realise where you should be in your life. So only i say looking back and then walking forward.
I met this girl "priya" who had lost her parents in the Gujarat riot and came to Bombay knowing nothing.She found a shelter in one home who took care of her.Today she turned 16 year old she loves everyone in that home and does not want to leave this place but then she has that memories of riots which she faced.She says to me that i will never forget it and don't want to forget it as this keeps me realised that my new home is so beautiful and the people are the ones to whom i have to return all the happiness and love in life by doing something for them. At the same time she says that she wants to be activist who will make the people who are part of riots to understand that don't ignite these things as there are innocent people like me who bares all the consequences.This statement of her really touched me so much that it made me go emotional.I know reading this or listening these things from a small kid like her makes you feel that it is ok these are emotions and when she will grew up she will forget all this. I say only the future will prove who is right. I just want to put stress on looking back and walking forward.
Look at the people who are fighting for the Bhopal gas tragedy case. They are the ones who are the victims of it and if they wanted they would have forgotten this and moved forward in their life. This would have brought halt to this case and no justice. They are fighting and moving ahead in this case as they are looking back and feel that pain which they went through that day when they met with tragedy.
If we all look into our life then we will find so many cases like this and probably can relate to it much better. It is also true that when you forget your past you at times lose all your directions and feel that i will accept the way things are going on, this surely means that you are running away from everything. All you guys keep the spirit of fight and you will make it what you want even though the whole world is against you.
So keep looking back and walk forward. All the best !!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
All Over Again
Dark cloudy night, thundering with loud noise.
Lighting at its peak, scared in my heart.
I walked on the road,fearing for something wrong.
Pushing hard to become strong, Wanting to fight with anything.
Silently heart spoke inside, you should leave everything.
Enough of fights, Enough of strength.
These are the things which are not in your hand.
Flickering mind,Juggling thoughts.
Trying hard to know where and what is wrong.
Desire for a deep sleep,looking for the peace.
Walking on the road not knowning where to go.
Keeping only one hope to stop walking on the road.
Wishing this is the end of my search.
I can smile, I can be happy.
No shredding tears, no pain to bear.
Shower flowers on the road, removing all the thorns,
Wishing to live my life all over again.
Lighting at its peak, scared in my heart.
I walked on the road,fearing for something wrong.
Pushing hard to become strong, Wanting to fight with anything.
Silently heart spoke inside, you should leave everything.
Enough of fights, Enough of strength.
These are the things which are not in your hand.
Flickering mind,Juggling thoughts.
Trying hard to know where and what is wrong.
Desire for a deep sleep,looking for the peace.
Walking on the road not knowning where to go.
Keeping only one hope to stop walking on the road.
Wishing this is the end of my search.
I can smile, I can be happy.
No shredding tears, no pain to bear.
Shower flowers on the road, removing all the thorns,
Wishing to live my life all over again.
Monday, June 7, 2010
TEARS, MARKS and TRUTH
Tears, Tears, Tears, Tears,
All over again.
Hurt, Hurt, Hurt, Hurt,
Once again.
Emotions, Emotions, Emotions, Emotions,
Rolling in my heart.
Relations, Relations, Relations, Relations,
Torned Apart.
Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry,
Becuase you are true and agile.
Try, Try, Try, Try,
Not to be in the manipulative jungle.
Strong, Strong, Strong, Strong,
Become to face and listen all words.
Keep, Keep, keep, keep,
With you the truth's sword.
Expect, Expect, Expect, Expect,
Nothing from anyone.
Give, Give, Give, Give,
if you want to everyone.
Stay, Stay, Stay, Stay,
away from the bad world.
Be, Be, Be, Be,
In your created loving world.
Change, Change, Change, Change,
not for any one.
Leave, Leave, Leave, Leave,
all your good marks on everyone.
All over again.
Hurt, Hurt, Hurt, Hurt,
Once again.
Emotions, Emotions, Emotions, Emotions,
Rolling in my heart.
Relations, Relations, Relations, Relations,
Torned Apart.
Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry,
Becuase you are true and agile.
Try, Try, Try, Try,
Not to be in the manipulative jungle.
Strong, Strong, Strong, Strong,
Become to face and listen all words.
Keep, Keep, keep, keep,
With you the truth's sword.
Expect, Expect, Expect, Expect,
Nothing from anyone.
Give, Give, Give, Give,
if you want to everyone.
Stay, Stay, Stay, Stay,
away from the bad world.
Be, Be, Be, Be,
In your created loving world.
Change, Change, Change, Change,
not for any one.
Leave, Leave, Leave, Leave,
all your good marks on everyone.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
You are Different, to make the difference !!!!!!!!!
After a long time but i am back with my new post 'You are Different, to make the difference!!!!!!!". I started off writing this without knowning what title should i be putting for this article, that's when i remember one of my belief which i used to believe and tell many of my friends in my college days and early starting career. The belief was "Everyone on this earth is born for a meaningful life, we are different from each other because we are here to make a difference and leave our marks in definitely a good sense. And that we are remembered forever by people when we die for our good cause".
After a long time i remembered this belief and was wondering that many times due to circumstances, work life pressure and many more reasons we forget what we had planned in our early stages of life when it really started to begin. There are lots of dreams and desires one makes when we really start our life, but then very a few are able to materialise them and make their dream come true.
I started thinking about all this after staying for 5 years in metro city. I realised after 5 years that i did nothing to accomplish my dreams into reality and what is the reason behind it. After putting deep thoughts to this i realized that i just spent time running around for my job, looking to solve the issues coming up now and then and then finally delved into a stressful life for no reason. I think and agree that it is all because the life of metro city is made unnecessarily fast, as people are just trying to prove themselves superior to each other in every terms. I think i really got lost with those people and forgot my reality, which is really sad. There is a saying that look for the tide and be careful otherwise you will be taken along with it and you will sail with it in the wrong direction instead of the direction you wanted.
So people who are reading this take a pause, sit in a place you like the most, spend time with yourself and find out are you also the one among those sailing in the wrong direction. So all you people wake up and give a thought to make your difference in the way you want to.
After a long time i remembered this belief and was wondering that many times due to circumstances, work life pressure and many more reasons we forget what we had planned in our early stages of life when it really started to begin. There are lots of dreams and desires one makes when we really start our life, but then very a few are able to materialise them and make their dream come true.
I started thinking about all this after staying for 5 years in metro city. I realised after 5 years that i did nothing to accomplish my dreams into reality and what is the reason behind it. After putting deep thoughts to this i realized that i just spent time running around for my job, looking to solve the issues coming up now and then and then finally delved into a stressful life for no reason. I think and agree that it is all because the life of metro city is made unnecessarily fast, as people are just trying to prove themselves superior to each other in every terms. I think i really got lost with those people and forgot my reality, which is really sad. There is a saying that look for the tide and be careful otherwise you will be taken along with it and you will sail with it in the wrong direction instead of the direction you wanted.
So people who are reading this take a pause, sit in a place you like the most, spend time with yourself and find out are you also the one among those sailing in the wrong direction. So all you people wake up and give a thought to make your difference in the way you want to.
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