Fall and Rise !!!!!!!!

Yesterday was a day which made me reminded of my struggling period and made me feel that the i have to be again 21 years old. It's an irony but yet again a truth which took me 24 hrs to sink in the fact that i do not have the same energy and spirit to fight with all the issues i am facing. I was remembering my those days when i was ready to take on the fight with anything wrong happened or any failure of my life. I knew i will achieve whatever i have dreamt even i though i have to face so many hurdles. Memories of that struggles has already ignited that same spirit and feeling that i am still 21. Strange but i am loving it as this will help me in following my leftover dreams to make them come true. I was fresh and new to the world of all kinds of people and experiences. I had not heard any kind of problems or experiences which i can say is common to many of us in the life so i could fight with them as i thought this is new to me and i can deal with it. But now i am going through the issues which is seen so common that i wonder how to fight with it and end it. There are many of my friends and known people are facing this but just ignoring saying that there are no solution for some issue just ignore them. But i am facing these issue for many years, wondering is ignoring and walking forward is the solution? You may hit with them again further on your road so how long can we keep ignoring these and keep getting irritated and pondering why is it that i have to come into this state again? Think and find the solution. As today's fight and end to this problem will help you in making the most successfull person. I am a more vocal person which i have seen people misunderstands and tag the label of aggressive person along with me. For many years i just didnot take it seriously and thought ignore it as these people cannot understand and it is a waste of time to make such people understand. I couldnot materialise many of my dream because of them as i thought it is the lobby which is not making me a pass through. Today standing on the terrace of 7 floor building from where i can see the whole of the city i am wondering is the place where i am is the right place and moving forward or not? Sat there from morning till evening and got the answer no i am not in the right direction and have blamed my failures for some years on things which i couldnot convince or make them understand. I took the backfoot saying to myself that it is a waste of time. No it is not a waste of time as they have taken you wrongly and it is required that you need to make yourself rightly projected. It is important to make them understand that you are vocal and not aggressive in nature. I should fight with them in their own manner and rise up as a galdiator. This is a world of competition and one have to fight till the last breath to achieve all their dreams. Sitting on the terrace i saw the sunrise when the sun comes up brightens the city with it's light and we call it a dawn. It rises to it's peak and then again in the evening fall down to take away it's light. But the cycle goes on. So you fall to rise again. Well if you accept all our fall and blame others then for sure we will never rise again in our life. All my energies had died to fight but now i feel again 21 to fight again and make my dreams come true. I know i have fallen but now i know i will rise up high............!!!!!!!!!!!